I just realized my avatar is so fucking old, it doesn't even have much to do with me. I've grown from this crazed vodka loving teenager to a bitter and apathetic all-hating martian. Not to mention I've been blonde for almsot two years.
And yet, I don't want a new one.

So what's changed since I've wrote a proper journal entry? well let's see... I left the IDF, joined the rows of minimum wage corporate slaves (and I LOVE saying it, I find it tragically amusing). I basically do shit. I can barely even concentrate on reading a fucking book. As for art, the only thing I actually do is Gaia commissions, fuck my life I am a gaiafag.

Bored and tired of being me, to sum it all up.

<3 Still doing commissions, talented at just about anything, pm or email vanity_svm@yahoo.com

Have you ever noticed the fact I've been here since 2003? fuck.

I am not okay, but it doesn't matter, so don't bother asking.

Still doing commissions, talanted at just about anything vanity_svm@yahoo.com


<3

I still don't draw because I want to. Maybe, sometimes, when he makes me feel like it.
I don't miss being me.

Still taking comissions, I am capable of doing just about everything... vanity_svm@yahoo.com

Maybe I'll upload something soon, since I have to let all of these emotions out somehow.


Take care kids, mommy loves you.

Okay guys, here's the deal - I need money. Fast.
I wish I was able to sell prints, but I am too poor to allow myself such an account and I don't really have much interesting works suitable for prints ^^
Therefore, from now I will be accepting commissions. I can basically do everything, I can do traditional stuff, digital paintings, photo manipulation, graphic design. I love designing tattoos, too.
I am multi-functional, I can even work as a table or a mailbox, you name it.
Send me a note if you're interested in anything, I'll be glad to show you more of my work.
Prices are negotiable.

Help a poor waitress! I am on the verge of becoming a whore, lol.





-Sandra.


Proxy of DEATH says (16:25):
Computer games don't affect kids negatively; I mean if Pac-Man affected us as kids, we'd all be running around darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music." -Kristian Wilson, Nintendo, Inc






Stuff in progress
nothing, sorry.


Stuff to check
none at the moment, I am laaazy.

I've been a bitter bitchy fuck lately, but as days pass I am getting closer to my sketchbook, maybe I will actually violate it sometimes soon, so something good might come out of this.

I've been working, partying, trying to study. I am drifting.

If things go as planned, I'll get inked in the near future. After getting inked I'll waste some money on stuff which make girls happy - corsets, hair and boots. Ah, my love for shoes shall last forever and beyond. Being able to buy temporary happiness is such a blessing. It hit me recently, that I am actually 17 years old and I've probably been holding myself long enough regarding tattoos, I am quite sure I can make reasonable decisions now. Actually, I still like some of the ideas I had when I was younger.

I got a new last.fm [link] since I had my old one for almost 2 years and it was filthy full of stuff I don't listen to anymore. Besides, that "89" in my username started to drive me out of my mind. So, liek, add moi.

Today is my grandmother's birthday, only she died 5 years ago. I miss her, she was such a good person. She was just 60 when they found out she has Cancer, we brought her to Israel because the medicine in Ukraine is mostly made of lol, but she died shortly after anyway. She died just a couple of weeks after my little brother was born, as if she was waiting to see him. It's so sad, we are going to visit her grave today and all. I love you babulya.


All I was doing lately is watching Anime/TV shows, reading books and getting drunk. Just lovely. I need to work more often and quit spending my money on stuff that go down the toilet.


Wtfever. Live fast, die young.

-Sandra.


Proxy of DEATH says (16:25):
Computer games don't affect kids negatively; I mean if Pac-Man affected us as kids, we'd all be running around darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music." -Kristian Wilson, Nintendo, Inc






Stuff in progress
nothing, sorry.


Stuff to check
none at the moment, for I am numb.